u'll always in my heart
through good and bad times
even though you don't like to say a word or two to me,
your voice will always be heard in my head
do you know how hard it is to think of you everyday?
do you even know how strong my love for you is?
i really , really wish you knew how much i love you...
c de stars & de moon .. n next thing u will c my blogg !! hiee..
so yesterday was the first day of school .. n it was a whole lot of fun !!meeting the new sec 1s who just came to ycs. so i took 1e1.. this class .. what shuld i say ?? thyre quite QUIET.. i dknw y .. wen i talk to them .. i cn evn hear wat they talking about !! so yestrday .. learn the cheers .. and the things tt shuld be done in a camp . so ,today .. wat did we do ?/ MASSDANCE !! learnt weibins grps dance .. so my family .. FAMILY 1 ! started the first !! follwed by family 2 den 3 ... so its quite easy to handle dem .. coz 1e1 n 1n2 very good .. except fr some students .. who happened to play arnd and nt listen to weibin's teachings of the dance steps .. so aft our turn has ended .. we procceded to council rm .. fr our intractn session :D .. we playd games .. n do cheers .. n its quite fun.. okay ... left afew mre days fr our ycs nite .. on friday !!*campday* . hmm .. lets c wats gonna happen tmr .. (8 .. okaie.. wanna have a rest !! byee -zimm-
hallllooosss ... HAPPY NEW YEAR EVRYBODY !!!! so ystrday was e mark of a new yr .. which is 2010 !! woohooo !!! so .. went to coutdwn at boon lay place wif rahmat .. zowell n zoddi !!! went out of hse at 7+ pm .. den went to meet rahmat at pioneer mrt statn. so .. met him redi .. we walkd to bustp go tke 99 since he cant pass thru into e mrt thingy ... so walkd2 n walkd .. till reach bustp. waet2 .. den took bus ... .. reach e church tt side .. den alight .. coz e bus didnt trun in ... e road close .. as usual .. we were so awed by the lightings tt were hanged on e trees .. so walkd2 .. den met zowell .. we den wat els e.. go find her sistr lahh .. zoddi .. den aft dat .. we went to pasr malam coz i hungry ley ... bought keropk lekor .. 4/$1 .. so i bought 8 fr $2 .. den we sit at e road e side .. since road is clOsed .. den aftr tt walk2 .. den c alot of ppl .. den watch n stand lahh .. u noe dey all watching wat .. or rathr i say waetng fr watt ??? a hiphop prformance !! so we waetd till we gt restless .. so wat we did .. went to buy food again .. bt nw rahmat go buy .. coZ he hungry ... den walk2 .. den decidd to play the FATE game wif vivian .. means .. if were fatd to c each othr .. dne lidat lorh !! so .. walk2 .. dwn saw her .. chat frwile .. den aftr dat.. mat,me,zoweel&zoddi .. go to de hall der .. rest frwile .. den wemt to e pavement sit der ... since were bored .. we go practic e.. our opening dance .. den we ft record .. ahha ..fun3 ... den saw fiza .. n gang. so just hack care lahh .. den rest at zoddiwell hse .. den at midnight ... fireworks began !!! okae ... talk less picture more !!! okai .. mre pics on fb aites !!! wanna noe mre look at pictures&vids below !! without zoddi!! with zoddi sorry sorry first part !!
-*eviL.sho0ts*-
without me !
with me !
kae tts all i guess ... fr de fireworks display vid .. will be at the next post !! hmm ... once again !!! HAPPIE NEW YEAR !! HAPPIE 2010 !! byee :D -zimm-
ELlox peepos .. sry nvr post fr ver3 long time .. u wanna noe wat ?? I JUST CAME BACK FROM PERTH ..YAHH ...3 days ago .. reach sg in e morning .. n suppose to go to camp bt i dodnt !! sorry 8nergy .. i betrayd u !! *weeps* .. so reachd sg at 8am in e morn. waetd fr dadd .. fr ard 20 mins or so ??so wile waeting fr dadd .. tok to estee .. bout smething .. okey ... im gonna cut my crap till here ... so start wif my daily activities .. which i did at perth,w.aust
1ST DAY!
reach airport at 6.15am .. aft dat .. str8 to guilderton .. n u noe watt ?? its damn cold sey .. bt aft touchng down airport .. wen str8 to mac .. since e mac is not certify as a halal reataurant !! just bought hot chocolate .. at mccafe .. dat suits e weather ,man .. cold weathr .. hot drinks .. yeah .. so went to guilderton fr our first activity .. SAND BOARDING !! .. atr8 aft alightng frm e bus .. e cold wind breeze through our not so cold body .. n damn it .. its cold !! as our grp is a big grp .. we decidd to divide ourself to 17 ppl/grp .. ist grp was my grp which consist of e mly dance snrs n guzheng .. so yo go to e sand hill we nid to go on a cruise along moore rivr . so fr tt day our captain was .. captain cook !! he was e 1 hu bring us along e nice .. calm watrs of e moore rivr .. strangely .. while we shiver as we are nt use to e weathr der.. e locals der was like enjoyng demselves .. wearing sleeveless shirts .. n evn swimming der .. like only wear their pants fr swimmng ..wth !! der really good man .. so wen we reachd we were so amazd by hw tall e sand dunes .. u noe wat .. mr cook wen up e dunes .. so easily .. while e rest of us like trying to go up.. panting.. coz its hard to go up .. wat u expect .. its SAND .. MR COOK taught us hw to sAnd board down e hill .. its hell fun .. i tell u !! so aftr dat .. went back to shore .. wile waeting fr e 2nd grp .. we "picnic-ed" near e rivr .. ohya .. bt b4 tt .. kerry our tour guide/bus drivr .. tour us ard guilrton .. such a nice place ..aft e 1st activity .. we went to our resting place fr e night . which is ORCHARD.GLORY.FARM so at night .. - -BEST.PART-BEST.PART-BEST.PART-BEST.PART-BEST.PART-BEST.PART-BEST.PART-BEST.PART-SINCE AT NIGHT ..WE GOT NTH TO DO .. WE STAYD AT E OFFICE TO PLAY BOARD GAMES .. BUT ENDD UP PLAYING UNO .. PFFT .. WEN GG BACK ... MICHELLE [TTS HER NAME I THINK] BTW .. SHE'S E OWNR OF E FARM ! SHE TOLD US TT THERE ARE FOXES ROAMING ARND AT NIGHT .. BT ITS NOT E BIG2 TYPE .. E SMALL2 ONE .. BT U NOE.. E GALS SCARED WAT !! SO WAT TO DO !! WALK WIF THEM .. EH LUCKYLY OUR CHALET NEXT TO EACH OTHR .. MINE 17 .. THEIRS 18 .. REACH MY CHALET .. KNOCK2 ON MY RM DOOR BT NO ONE ANSWER !! BTW .. I SHARE WIF INDIAN DANCE BOYS.. 6 BOYS .. + ME = 7 .. IN 1 CHALET .. KK .. SO AHH .. SINCE GT NO ONE .. WENT TO E JNRS CHALET FIRST AHH .. DKNW Y .. E GALS WERE LIKE SO SCARD WEN ME,FAD&ESTEE REACH AT E DOORSTEP !! SO I WAS LIKE WORRIED .. DN SMEMRE SCARD .. EH DARK EHH AT NIGHT ..E GALS WAS LIKE FREAKING SCARD .. SO .. WE CALLD N CALLED .. SO WE LIKE AFTR 10 MINS. DEN TRY TO CALL AGAIN .. OKAY .. NW 1 OF OUR JNRS .. WE CALL HER NUNI WAS DAILNG E NMBR OF MY CHALET .. N SUDDENLY !!! .. SIVA . GO STAND INFRONT OF E DOOR .. LIKE 1 KIND OF GHOST.. N U NOE .. WAT NUNI DID !! SHE GO SLAM E PHNE .. SO HARD ON E FLOOR N GO RUN .. DEN I ACTUALLY OKAY . BT DEN .. COZ E GALS SCREAMING .. I OSO JOIN IN AHH .. BT ACTUALLY.. I WAS SHOCKD TT DEY SHOUTD.. .. SO I LIKE JUMP BACKWORDS .. N SAT ON E COUCH LORR !!! FCUK IT .. DEN EVRYTHING OK .. SO LTR SIIVA TOLD ME TT HE ONLY SAYD HI .. N HE ASK Y WE ALL SCREAM BT I NVR TELL Y !! SO .. SLEEPING TIME !! FIRST BEDROOM .. NO 1 SLEPT DER !! 2ND BEDRM .. WAS OCCUPIED BY JEEVEN , MADHAN , ASHTON ,N , VIKNAIS . .. SO E 3RD RM .. WAS OCCUPIED BY ME , SIVA , N , KABILESH !! WALANHE !! KABI SNORE LIKE FUCK LAHH SEYY !! DEN END OF DAY 1 !!! okay .. gonna post for day 2 othr time !! byee -zeem-
hei!! ppl .. time to blogg again .. haha .. so currently doing nth .. bt chattng wif thifah n ryan !! so .. yestr day .. went to osp fr checkup regardng thumb .. so reachd der at 1 pm .. n met mum .. me n dad .. actually sent sis to school .. den to hospital .. so .. appt. start at 2.15 .. n it ended at 4+ .. cn u imagine tt ?? so aftr hosp. met ryan at clementi .. den bus-ed down to orchard rd . walk2 ... den after dat .. wen evening .. took bus to botanical gardens .. u noe fr wat ?? coz mr ryan , wan go walk to adams road .. so nvr say anything .. just walk2 .. den ahh ..i ask him .. still far onot .. u noe wat he say ?? very near . bt u noe wat time we rreach adams rd ?? 1-hr latr .. which is 2130hrs .. so .. kay ... wen reach .. we sat .. n i go ordr .. we ordrs e same food nd drinks la seyh .. we bought mee goreng w/o vege .. n ice tea[teh peng] .. so .. aftr mkn .. we go to bustp .. waet fr bus .. so latr on .. we board e busz .. n alightd at clementi intrchange !! so .. sent him hme .. bt onli halfway .. den walk to mrt statn .. wile walking .. calld bby .. ask bout her well-being .. i speaking seyy ... :D ... kay .. then aft dat .. reach hme at ard 11+pm .. den nw wan slp ! byee -zimm-
halllllooosss!! tme to update !! haha .. been quite busy wif my life dis few days .. tmr aunty's birfday & i've nt evn gt her a present !! bt i noe wat im gonna buy for her .. haha .. so.. today got open hse .. quite fun uhh . coz my dnce buds came bak .. so reach skul at 10.55 am .. den wen to canteen to get a cup of water to gulp !! den went to toilet g change to t.pants .. den start ppractice !! first 15 mins. we do sme evercise so tt we don't get cramps here and there wen we dancing !! ckgu startd to recap our dnce steps coz many da trlupa dgn dnce step tu !! den he give finish e song .. coz we stop at ragam 1&2 .. so he teach us ragam 3&4 .. den we finish ...... sa afternoon went to f3 dnce pract. at hme .. cannt find e wire .. i loike so damn pissed off ahh !! den luckily rmbr nc use batt , so i go buy frm uncle shop & he game gave me discount coz we noe redi each other ! if nt i nd to pay $7.20 .. bt i oi pay $6 .. den wen reach .. i kena cream-ed on e face coz shiping go put her birhtdy cake e cream at my face !! so wat !! REVENGE ! i go take e cream den put at her face .. dn summre mat.di & vivi go buy e party spray !! so i go spray her bah !! den to haleeda ,zoddi , RAHMAT [he got e most from me !] , den ...... SHIPING BAQ!! HAHA .. so .. ended session at ~ 5+ .. den 246-ed hme !! reach hme !! at hme .. ate soto at home tt granny had made for e fam ! <3 ...... so aftr eating .. text mummeh .. say tt i gg der .. so she sayd okeh .. den aft tt wen down .. lucky bus reach early .. so 154-ed t jp .. den 243g-ed to mummeh hse !! ovr there , watch tv fur awile den make .. kirai .. e.o.d .. made quite many kirai's .. brought hme 8 pieces .. coz granny wan try !! so .. nw sitting at the chair till my butd hot redi ! gonna end my post at 12.47 am .. byee -zimm-
hei peepos .. currently blogging at nite .. gg to 1 am .. :) haha .. it wa ssuch a dissapointment .. two days bck .. wen i went to jap. garden .. intending to watch e meteor shower .. wif mates .. reach jap. garden.. at arnd 11+ pm .. dn go rounding .. aft dat .. sent mates to lakey .. cz dey wanna go bak .. wt to do ? so .. i alone lahh .. walk frm hme to jap garden .. took arnd 10-20mins .. take time .. so reach der arnd 12+ am i guess.. walk slowly .. listen to mp3 at phone ! so .. waetd ..n waetd.. n waetd.. nth happen..so ..at 12.45 lidat .. mum call .. den nagg3 .. coz i nvr go hme .. so fedup .. just bout to watch movie:day aftr tomorrow .. gt called agn .. ask go back .. n dat was seriously nt wt i expctd .. coz dad say .. cn go hme aftr watch e mvee .. dne mum called .. ask go back coz 1 am redi .. bt u noe wat ?? it was onli 12.52.. 8 mins.. more .. =.= .. like .. @#$@! .. den quarrel ovr phne .. bt go hme lahh coz keep callng3 .. den .. wen gg out .. saw estee fox .. n fam .. sayd hi .. bt actually b4 gg out .. saw wan.jun n e rest lorh .. den walk3 wif face like sour plum .. met lewei .. ask wer deyall .. dn i sayy inside lorhh .. reaqch hme .. at arnd 1.15+ am .. pfft .. so pissed off .. nvr tak to mum .. .. den change .. n str8 to bed .. dne morning .. text .. estee .. if c anything den she say nvr .. i like relief sia .. coz nvr stay at der .. kaex .. wanna stop nw ..byee -zimm-
hey peepos.. just wanna make something CLEAR to HER .. i care bout my blogg .. nt tt i want to disturb others blogg .. bt its just tt ur blogg is DEAD !! understand ?! nw .. wat should i do ?? wen she forgive me .. bt me ?? still haven't forgive her !is this wat ppl call LOVE .. get real azim .. !!!!! its time fr me to change my mindset .. frgive her ..n start a new life with her !! hmm .. got no mood to write right nw .. just wanna get back to slp .. or maybe .. find food to eat .. haven't eat mahh !!! hehkz .. don't think tt im greedy ahh .. just hungry ! rofl !? byee :) -zmm-
-heart locked to a short n funny clown
name NAZARIAH a.k.a nazaPENDEQ
-our love last forever
-zimm
-15
-the first day tt i saw mum and dad was on 17feb1994